Archive for November, 2017
Saturday, November 18th, 2017
Today, November 18, 2017, after publishing what I feel is my most powerful piece of writing to date, Falling Off The Edge, I chose to listen to a Kryon message. There are a number of You Tube Channels that share these. A lot of messages. All available for free. I made it a habit to listen to at least one per week over a year ago. I can honestly say that the messages from Kryon have informed me more than from any other source. In my entire life. They match messages I have obtained directly. In my experience of being myself. A medium of sorts. As with individuals, no two mediums are exactly alike in their abilities. Unique flavors each of us. Mediumship is described as unfolding not taught. A state of allowance is required for this. I attended Arthur Findlay College twice taking courses in Trance Mediumship. This is not something that can be truly taught. Who can teach me … to be me? A ludicrous question. But immersing yourself with others sharing the intent to unfold their own authenticity is a great container for evolution of the self.
So I vibed out Kyron Teaches How to Clear The Final Ascension Hurdle With Pure Intent.
I value my time. I do not choose to take a lot of time to listen to all of Kryon’s messages. That could take over a year.
So this one published by Modern Galaxy recorded in Australia in October, 2016. Often the dates are not noted. I prefer to listen to the most recent. I know that material evolves as we do.
This one, to my mind, seemed a bit old but strong vibe to listen.
I consider Kryon to be an expert in what I call, the Physics of Consciousness. Only a select few other friends appear to have interest and knowledge in this area. I imagine there are many others, just not in my experience.
Kryon is a master of the metaphor.
This video was particularly succinct to my senses.
I will transcribe every word.
I know some people prefer to read over listen.
I encourage you to take a little listen at how the message sounds too.
You may get a whole lot more than if you just read the words of English that I will transcribe.
Or, due to my intent to copy the full message, perhaps it does not matter.
I do not know.
I welcome any feedback on that. An experiment of sorts.
He speaks in this video about communicating outside of words.
I have come to understand that I am very proficient in understanding this type of communication.
I do not understand this with my mind though. But feel it is true.
I am a translator of this. I have known this for a while now. Cannot explain it.
This past year, I gave myself a new label:
I am fluent in the language of intention.
Kryon calls it the third language in the video.
My translation of the bible description, Speaking in Tongues.
Something I specifically put my pure intention on, despite not even knowing what it meant.
Until now.
It started as an hypothesis (I am a scientist at heart you know) long after my pure intention while visiting John of God in Abadiania, Brazil in October 2014.
Now I know.
3 years lag. Not too bad.
I track lag as I try to understand this journey to my authentic self.
FULL TRANSCRIPTION STARTS of the 22 minute video:
Greetings dear ones. I am Kryon of magnetic service.
Once again, my partner steps away.
And the pure energy is here.
And its the energy from the other side of the veil.
It’s not what you expect.
You expect messages given in your language.
And as they are given, you understand them … or not.
You analyze them later. You write them down.
But what is let in … is phenomenal.
Your allowance of this process, being real to you, allows an immense amount of what you think is energy to be passed to you.
Energy is such a catch-all word.
It can mean so many things to so many people.
It isn’t really energy at all.
It’s truth.
It’s love.
It’s compassion.
It’s thank you.
It’s so many things.
It’s the family.
With a reunion that is precious.
Imagine … coming through the veil is all of that … right now.
And the human being is asked to see what you can.
Recognize and feel whatever it is … specific to you.
The old soul is unique.
You have a unique path.
The future is unique.
The past is unique.
There is nobody, no soul group, like you in the galaxy.
So each one of you is on a different path and each one of you has different things you are learning.
I cannot sit here, nor any other channel, and give you a stream of words in your language that is gonna suit everyone in the room.
Instead … the love and compassion comes flying in with what we call the third language.
And it sits upon you and educates you, loves you and holds your hands.
That’s unique for each one and whispers, in this wind of change, I know your name.
In this wind of change, I know your name.
I know who you are, why you are, what you have come with.
I know the difficulties.
I know the trauma.
I know the joy.
And it’s unique to every single individual, including my partner.
Unique. Different. Special.
Each one of you.
There is no human on this planet who doesn’t get this.
But the old soul is the one who can pick it up first.
You have spent your lives in spiritual work. In so many lifetimes.
And awakened, in so many lifetimes.
So, this particular third language starts speaking to you.
And you start understanding.
It’s a real communication to you.
This is going to become more acute. Cognized better.
With old souls who can count on this without a channel.
Grabbing it themselves when they meditate … even when they don’t.
Starting to hear it.
Understand it.
At an esoteric level.
And it will guide their lives in the future.
Channeling, eventually, will be a thing of the past.
As humans evolve and they become their own intuitives.
And they don’t have to have someone sitting in a chair, passing information through a translation medium.
Like you hear now.
This is where its going.
And the old souls will lead the way, be the example, like they have in the past.
Except in the new energy, they will be seen as teachers.
They will be honored as balanced ones.
As masters.
Masters not as the ascended masters but masters of life.
Balanced.
Somebody you want to be with.
Somebody who has answers.
Somebody to feel peaceful around.
Dear ones, the last two channelings I have given in your country are related.
This last one is related.
If I had told you that there was a trilogy of information, it would have been incorrect.
Each channeling will stand on its own.
However, the three together will complete the information that the other two have.
And that is free choice, is it not?
To listen to three. To listen to one.
But not having to listen to all three.
But understanding that if you do, the picture will be clearer.
So this is the third of three.
For those of you who did not hear the first two, they are all about the energy of today.
Dark and light. Duality and Akash.
In the first channel, I told you about the truth of you.
Duality is becoming more contrasting.
If you take a device which will represent a photo and you turn up the contrast,
the darks will be darker and the lights will be lighter.
The blacks blacker. The whites whiter.
And that is what we told you in the first channel that is happening with duality itself.
And it is becoming troublesome for many.
Those who don’t understand what is going on on the planet and have been lightworkers and old souls, even those that are in what we would call the business of reading, channeling and healing.
If you don’t know what is going on, it is going to be frustrating.
We told you this.
There are those in this audience, not just the ones listening, the ones sitting .. who are frustrated.
Who are stuck.
Who can’t get a grip on what is going on.
Who are trying for a long time. Nothing is happening.
I gonna address that in a moment.
Those listening. You too.
Duality becomes more contrasting.
The negatives are more negative.
The positives are more positive.
But … human nature sees the negative first.
And so there is fear.
And the fear then develops into greater fear and more worry.
It’s a cauldron that sits on itself and develops more of itself.
That is the way it works … so it doesn’t get any better.
Even though the light is lighter, you don’t go there.
You don’t see it. It is not obvious.
And so you’re frustrated.
I’m going to tell you why in just a moment.
And so the first channel was about this.
Asking you, Where is your truth of you?
We said, When you are not in meditation, who are ya?
Do you leave here and become someone else?
Is your spirituality something you report to and dress for?
Is it in a box?
Or … Is it every waking moment of your life?
The duality is becoming stronger.
You might say it is a battle.
It is a battle for dark or light in your very soul.
Vibration. Which one will you be?
Will you be balanced or not?
Or will you worry … in fear … for the rest of your life?
The next channel, we started to identify why it is happening.
The shift is upon you and the next channel started to say to you, you’re an old soul.
And old souls have gone through so much.
Where they have had to fight the negative.
Where everytime they showed their light, they were snuffed out.
Or put in the corner.
Or ostracized.
And lifetime after lifetime, you would awaken and say, well here I am again!
Maybe I won’t shine my light.
But you couldn’t help it.
Truth is that way.
Awareness is that way.
When everyone’s in the dark and you have an answer, you want to tell ’em.
And then you tell them and they look at you and say, who are you?
Carrier of magic?
And they create their own darkness out of your light.
Through their own misunderstanding and their own fear.
So it doesn’t matter how spiritual you were, you were still ostracized.
Sometimes you were terminated … because of the magic you had.
And the second channeling described then you coming into this life with a thousand past lives fighting an energy that you never got ahead with.
And suddenly, there is a shift and a change.
(11 minutes, 24 seconds)
The burdens are starting to be lifted then we said your akash still carries the ancient fear.
And that translates into lack of self-worth.
We told you that.
And that is why lightworkers and old souls sit in front of me listening and sitting, almost all, who question their worth.
We started telling you that the planet itself is geared, this time, to help you with this because the shift was known to be happening.
The ancients predicted it.
Here it is.
We told you the pleiaidians knew that when this procession was finished, the nodes and the knolls would open and the time capsules would start doing their best to push and pull that energy around of your akash.
We told you that the planet itself, when the crystalline grid would start vacuuming it up.
It’s a good metaphor.
Vacuuming it up.
To help you to get out of the fear.
To get out of the condition of a duality that was shifting.
With an akash that was pressing on you.
And here you are in the middle of this shift as an old soul and some of you are still afraid.
You don’t know.
You can’t trust the light perhaps.
You are uncertain of what to do next.
Or you can sit in this channeling and read a book and it doesn’t help at all.
You’re still stuck.
And the things that you want to change, your joy factor, for instance.
Wouldn’t it be nice to wake up in the morning and be cheerful?
No matter what.
No. Matter. What.
Knowing that the balance that is your truth of the duality is in the positive side.
Sure, you’ll have bad days.
But the balance that you have will always come up … to being the balanced, compassionate one.
Who will laugh a lot. And smile.
And see god in everyone.
Where is that with you?
And there are those that would say, it is nowhere with me.
That’s not me yet.
So I present you #3.
Twenty years. And we have been talking about something called Pure Intent.
One of the strongest things that a human has.
Esoteric? Yes.
Physical? Yes.
And we defined it so many ways.
Pure Intent.
Different than just intent.
It’s the kind of intent where you say, I intend to get wet into this lake.
I’ll think about it.
I’ll intend and intend.
But Pure Intent has you jumping in the lake.
Knowing that gravity will take over … and put you right where you intend to be.
That’s Pure Intent.
The other word is cognizing.
Believing it so strongly, it becomes you.
It becomes your way of life.
Intent is so powerful.
It is the one that is #3 of the two we have given you before.
Combined with the information we have given you in the last two channels,
the trilogy is this: It is the catalyst for everything you’ve asked for.
Now let me tell you, it has another name: Release.
I’m going to paint a picture for you.
(15:28 in the video)
Of a train.
It is so easy to imagine that this train, chugging along on the tracks.
The train is your soul, or your soul group, through the ages.
The train always moves forward in time.
It has the same engine.
That engine is that which you call the higher self.
Or what we would call the higher self group.
It’s always the same higher self.
The primary is the same.
Your best friend is the higher self.
Well the higher self has been with you every single incarnation.
It pulls the train through the ages.
The train doesn’t stop.
Even when you die.
Time continues.
When you return, you have more experiences.
The last life you lived is added to the train.
Think of it as a new car.
And every car carries a load.
Now for eons, that load has had an energy.
It’s a dark load.
Because you have had a battle that you fought over and over and over.
Cars are added every single time you arrive.
The engine, which is the higher self, it does a good job.
It pulls them all, no matter how many you have.
But the vibration of the train is tainted by the vibration of what’s in the cars.
Lifetime, after lifetime, after lifetime.
You fill the cars with dark coal for instance.
And the train gets longer and bigger.
You come into this life and the train is the same.
Only the train starts to have other things to take place with it.
The channel that we gave you, the first one, the train starts to change in its awareness of black and white.
Light and dark.
High and low vibration.
The train itself gets to be confused because it has never seen this before.
The train doesn’t even know what balance is.
In the second channel we told you that the track itself yells at you, let me help you, let me help you.
That’s Gaia (Earth).
The energy around the train which is the field reaches out and says, let me help you, let me help you.
And all you can see is cars. Thousands of them. Filled with dark energy.
And you sit there and you say, I don’t know, I don’t know.
I’m not getting anywhere.
I am stuck.
All of this is so confusing.
Dear Spirit, help me.
And now, I want to tell you.
I want you to reach down and see that beautiful engine of the higher self.
And I want you to throw a switch and release all the cars.
All of them.
And I want that to be a fresh and new beginning that you are doing, Yourself.
By releasing with Pure Intent and understanding that all of the help that you wanted will all flood in.
But until you release with that intent,
it’s still going to be difficult.
You are stuck because there’s too many cars.
The things that are not moving in your life are because there are too many cars.
And they are loaded with your Akash, which has been “over and over” so dark.
And so tough.
And now it isn’t.
The wind is at your back.
There is light coming.
Color is coming in a black and white world.
You are positioning yourself to be at the right place at the right time.
But not with those cars.
And when you release ’em … with Pure Intent,
you may ask in a linear way, well where do they go?
They go away!
You are not going to run into them again.
This is not a temporary fix.
This is not a bandaid.
This is you releasing all of the eons of stuff that you don’t need.
That’s the Catalyst.
That’s #3.
I want you to take this channel and listen to it again.
And listen to the other two.
Put this together and connect the dots … and Be Free.
Be Free of this past Akash.
Be Free of that which was a darker world.
Old Soul … You have Graduated!
There is no reason to pull around the books you learned from.
Cast them away!
The Sun is coming out.
And the Engine is Fresh.
With no cars at all …
And the ones you create now … won’t be dark.
Because it is different.
It couldn’t be clearer.
It’s another metaphor.
I am Kryon.
In Love with Humanity.
Every(single)one.
Because I am connected to the central Source.
Which is in love with every(single)one.
Doesn’t matter who you are.
What you’ve done.
Or your Attitude or your Belief.
It’s absolutely guaranteed.
Pure.
100%.
No matter who you are.
The veil covers so much to you.
If you only knew what’s out there.
The hand is very big.
That wants to take you into a grand place.
And cancel the fear, so that when you get up in the morning …
You’ll Smile and say …
Thank you (God) for another beautiful day.
That is enough. For Now.
END OF TRANSCRIPTION
My summary:
This message could be termed grandiose.
To me, it is simply … authentic.
Connecting to who I really am.
No longer fearing it.
I feel, that with pure intent, I simply let go of all of those train cars carrying the energy of fear.
A balanced locomotive. At last.
Why I often call it a non-event.
I am the same as I have always been.
Without all the baggage.
An authentic human being.
Nothing to be afraid of.
I unlearned my teachings to fear this.
Simply that.
A cosmic joke that this simple message, in our present environment, feels profound.
Yet it is mundane.
A non-event.
Yet simultaneously a grand event at the same time.
Just be your purest, authentic Self.
Too simple to be true.
It is simple.
Also true.
Possibly there are all of those train cars preventing this evolution, reunion with one’s truest self?
Keep in mind that when there is a will, there is always a way.
The only thing preventing this from spreading like wildfire is the will.
There are infinite ways.
Listen to me now.
Believe me later.
On of my favorite phrases from my youth.
My Dad taught me that.
(I share warmheartedly).
Saturday, November 18th, 2017
Published November 18, 2017
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Falling Off The Edge by the Ghosts of Paraguay.
(Click the blue link to hear the song on You Tube).
The first inspiration for this piece of writing.
I call it my compassion song.
Brings me efficiently to the feeling of Compassion.
[An hypothesis for me: it could also be called Brain-Synch or “Using 100% of Your Brain”].
The song really connects me to this complex emotion: compassion.
I really cannot know what compassion means to others,
But for me … it is a combination of heartbreak, love, sadness and hope.
Not sure that this combination of words really captures fully how I feel compassion.
I consider it a Superpower.
Sometimes, when I feel it, it is a very physical force.
Like waves emanating from my heart.
Bizarre and strange as it is beautiful and rich.
I feel compelled to attempt to express this to the world.
Compassion, for me, is often associated with awareness of tears welling.
Rarely does a tear fall, but sometimes a large soulful tear or two accompanies.
Usually just from one side. The left.
My medically trained brain feels this associates with my right brain.
The more creative, holistic side of the brain.
Yet, via the Corpus Collosum, both sides of the brain communicate together.
I sense that on earth today, there is a wide variation in development of the Corpus Collosum.
I feel my thinking patterns got upgraded somewhere along the way.
Via an eclectic mix of modalities and focused intention.
Also, a massive roto-rooter effect of three episodes of what Medical Science calls Psychosis.
Yet, as a Physician and person with lived experience, I know that this term does not optimally describe a complex energetic experience that serves to optimize my mindset in the long term.
The trick in shining a light onto this epic misunderstanding within Medical Science is that the knee-jerk reaction is to abort the process via pharmaceuticals not allowing the proper support to the evolution to a more natural state.
No hard feelings. Anymore…
Yet I choose to share my knowledge to the best of my abilities.
Dr. Bruce Lipton describes what he calls hemisphere synchronization.
One day, perhaps I can demonstrate this on a functional MRI.
(Just thought of that).
Yet, it may not show up on this particular functional diagnostic device.
I feel that Physics trumps Biology.
Another concept that may explain why we are lagging in our optimization attempts as a Human Race.
So focused on Biology … and Chemistry.
When in fact, we may be much better served focusing on Physics.
Of Consciousness in particular.
A subdivision of Quantum Physics.
Magical, invisible forces that we do not yet have devices to measure.
(To my knowledge anyway.)
Ancient wisdom alludes to these, yet they keep getting lost in translation and are widely, to now, not optimally understood in a collective way.
The last few days have found me swimming within the waters of compassion.
I feel the chaos around me in the world.
Sometimes it is far away.
These past days, it closed in to my daily life.
I generally choose to spend most of my time alone as much as I am able.
More and more, I feel a strength that I can interact with the world more optimally.
I can remain centered within the eye of the storm, so to speak.
I will spare you the details as they likely will distract from the core message.
I feel that the dramatic details do that a lot in most people’s lives.
Whips them into the storm and they have no idea how to center themselves.
Makes sense to me.
I do not see role models for this commonly able to demonstrate it.
I hold intention to become one, if I am not already there.
Willingness is not so present in people, to be aware of a better way to weather the storms of life.
It has always worked this way.
A lack of faith or hope that it could function any other way.
Makes logical sense.
And yet …
I feel I know another way.
It is kind of challenging to explain.
Let me share a key analogy that might allow you to connect to my mindset.
I see most people behaving like they are cameras.
Able to take still shots of the concrete, absolute truth of the world as it exists now.
Yet I see each individual as a film projector.
Creating the reality that they see around them.
My compassion response is frequent with this perspective held.
All the film projectors do not even realize that they are film projectors.
They think they are cameras, only able to reproduce more of the same when in fact, they can reflect out a whole new upgraded reality. IF they choose to connect to who they truly are deep down.
The core essence of what it is to be human.
We are trained out of our authentic abilities.
Free will is a natural law.
Nobody can make this choice for you.
Only the individual can … for themselves.
Yet they do not.
Because they are not aware of the choice.
This breaks my heart … open.
Which could be viewed as “bad” but truly it returns my heart to its natural state.
Open.
It is an adjustment to live with an open heart.
Especially if most around you do not make the choice.
Many hearts open, but there are degrees of open.
Seems that whenever I think my heart is as open as it could possibly be …
It is broken open … just a little bit more.
Seems impossible for anyone to objectively know how open their heart is.
Me included there.
Through another’s lens of what they believe is like a camera, I appear strange.
Crazy even.
From my perspective as a fellow film projector, I see their choice as strange too.
Yet I understand it fully.
Lack of awareness is not a crime.
Live and let live.
The world we have setup almost criminalizes awareness.
Awareness leads to dissonant feelings between people …
when acting from different mindsets.
I have not found too many places where this has been stated out in a way that allows both parties to understand each other.
Here is my attempt.
No right or wrong. Two-point Logic.
More less optimal, more optimal.
Knowing that optimal is in the eyes of the beholder. Four-Point Logic.
Four-Point Logic allows for Live and Let Live.
Two-Point Logic does not.
As far as I can perceive anyway.
Wars, great and small, are the result.
How many people prefer this status quo?
An optimal question.
The answer is a personal one.
Nobody seems to know how to escape this status quo that is the wars amongst us.
Not so much willingness to consider what part, however small, each of us plays in towing the party line.
Maintaining the status quo.
No one person can maintain this.
But a tipping point collective of us can. And does.
Hard to digest this when one chooses to allow awareness in.
Look around you.
You know who they are.
You may not understand them.
You may not be inspired by them. Yet.
They have not optimally assimilated this expanded way of feeling and being. Yet.
It is a pretty challenging game to achieve this assimilation in the world we live in today.
Truth appears different from varying perspectives (see picture at right). Linear thinking fails to recognize how varied and relative truth can be.
Only the perfect storm would even allow optimization to occur.
Are we there yet?
Your guess is as good as mine.
I would say we are not there. Yet.
Without willingness to transform ourselves (from that tipping point percentage of us), we may never get there.
I believe we will.
Perhaps we are there right now.
It is not fully in my awareness.
Does not mean it is not here right now.
See? Tricky when one chooses to allow the mind to soften its grip on needing to know all the itty, bitty details.
Understanding is not required for this.
Attempting to fully understand it, may actually decelerate the process.
Not logical. Not linear.
Four-Point logic.
My awareness reminds me of the many forces at play that will remove, more and more, the ability to maintain this unsustainable system of systems.
I have faith that there will be enough of us able to re-direct people to optimize themselves and create a much improved lifestyle for everyone.
With freedom and meeting basic human needs. For everyone.
That is the good news.
The more difficult to digest news is that the transition period likely results in things appearing less optimal before the more optimal can be experienced.
A full-speed locomotive cannot stop on a dime and take an oppositely directed track instantly.
Will take some maneuvering.
The more of us that choose to take this Leap of Faith and collaborate/coordinate the shift, the quicker the higher harmony can be experienced.
I have so many hypotheses about how this could be enacted.
Ready and willing to test some out.
Ideally with a fair amount of collaboration with other facilitators.
We will synergize the key concepts to streamline the process.
There is a fierce faith and courage required.
Kind of like MacGyver, we will learn by doing.
Solve the problems creatively as they come into attention.
Open Data.
Copy Right.
A couple of key concepts that will enable the solution to be brainstormed on the fly.
Our systems of individual help are so “one on one” …
In the Allopathic, Integrative and Alternative Health Models.
I see the need to be able to optimize people in groups.
There are optimal ratios, that will change as we get more adept at this:
Facilitators to facilitated.
I feel a minimum of three facilitators yet, “the more, the merrier” to begin with.
Maybe at first it could be a 1:1 ratio of facilitated to facilitating.
We will get better and better at doing this efficiently and effectively.
Working towards 33 facilitators enabling and empowering thousands at once.
Events will be planned with key components present to allow for this transformation of the personal wellness industry.
Entertain even … while optimizing the individual. En masse.
But not in the ways we have been up to now.
New techniques and practices will be required.
Educating the individual on the importance of their connecting to their film projector functions.
Facilitators can only be effective with the optimal participation of the individual desiring facilitation.
It will not be passive.
Yet this does not have to be very difficult either.
More of a return to the natural state than transforming into something completely different.
A Rising of the Phoenix from the Ashes kind of thing.
An alignment to the most optimal natural laws.
A natural process for a Human Being.
The challenge is how far away from our natural state we now find ourselves in the collective experience.
It is my dream to collect willing facilitators to get started on this synergistic collaboration of Open Data.
Ideally, before large numbers of the population have connected to their need for this.
Let us get a Jumpstart before the needs are more widely recognized.
If our systems are unsustainable, no time like the present to start creating the new systems that will support the more authentic, natural-state human being:
Wild and Free.
My version of Wild and Free is with the important backdrop of Live and Let Live.
First Do No Harm.
And … Respect for self and others.
Addendum:
Click the link associated with Rising of the Phoenix from the Ashes above.
Josh Groban sings Let Me Fall.
It sounds scary, yet the reward for the pain of transition is so great.
The song can really soothe the soul if you choose this path.
A therapeutic song to me.
The unofficial video is so beautiful.
Truly we all dance on our own pole. (Yes I am cheeky like this.)
Fundamentally, this optimal journey I offer is to fall in love with yourself.
Then … you start functioning on a different wavelength or vibration.
It is magic.
I remind you here that I always translate magic to mean truth not yet 
optimally perceived.
Same translation for Crazy and Miracle.
Ponder this.
I believe this wholeheartedly. Openheartedly.
There is courage required to communicate this way. Believe me.
I had a lot of fear to release before I could write this “bad boy”.
I overuse this affectionate term in my life.
I love “bad boys”.
Some days, everything is called a bad boy.
I do hope my lighthearted, silly natural style translates well into this writing.
I am pretty Innocent.
Not unlike every single one of us.
No matter what you have been told before.
Lyrics of Hope from Let Me Fall … Falling Off The Edge … of the illusion that I am simply a Camera when, in fact, I function more like a Film Projector when I return to my Natural State:
The one I want, the one I will become, will catch me.
Tell yourself this. Believe it. It will be optimal for you.
I guarantee it.
Music is a Beautiful Doctor for the Soul.
Listen to your heart. And your soul.
They know the way.
As instinctively known by the Buffalo, the quickest way through the storm is to head straight in.
Buffalo are the only species I am aware of that acts in what can seem like a counter-intuitive way.
However, to follow along with the storm indefinitely seems extremely counter-intuitive to me.
How I view the majority choosing in the world I see around me.
Yet, do we not want to get through the storm the quickest?
I feel that most people would choose to.
I call this Beautiful Truth.
It is Glorious!
Yet, some coaching may be required for a lot of people before they can see this level of Truth as Beautiful.
It starts out extremely inconvenient and uncomfortable.
A big reason why it has been seldom chosen consciously.
Most of us end up here not fully aware of what we chose.
Our authentic self blows up our life somehow.
For me, it was via Psychosis.
This dramatic path is not at all necessary for those choosing now.
My analogy for my experience is … kind of like a pressure cooker.
There were few outlets for the pressure to release.
I was an available pressure-release valve.
(Due to my active focus on self-actualization and optimization).
My first episode was 2012. Today in 2017, there are plenty of release valves so it is a lot less likely.
However, with certain filters and beliefs in place, it could still happen. And does.
But I hypothesize that it will never happen to me again.
The transition is integrated enough so that a full-blown psychosis is no longer possible.
I would love to spread the word on how to better support those who act like pressure-release valves for the rest of society. Clean up some of those filters, beliefs and resistance within the body to the return to the natural state.
There are infinite paths, modalities and tools to enable this optimization.
It is challenging to see the solution when you, in a patterned and programmed state, are part of the problem.
Pay attention to that little voice in your head prompting you to some new habit/practice/facilitator/diet etc.
Intuition knows the way for each individual.
I created a playlist on Spotify: Whole Heart – Beautiful Truth.
You Tube version of the Whole Heart – Beautiful Truth playlist.
Hand-picked. Field-tested. By Me.
I linked many You Tube videos into this writing from the playlist.
It is designed as a fun therapy for those who want to consider this decision to enable and empower themselves.
Perhaps each individual benefits from their own hand-picked playlist.
Music has a way of bypassing the logical mind.
Empowering messaging can be received to counteract the entrained education most of us have experienced.
The creative process is one of the possible tools to optimization.
Musicians spend their lives in the creative process.
Along with entertainers of all kinds. Movie-makers, producers of music videos etc.
The creative process potentially taps into things not available via other modalities.
People tend to create works outside of their everyday reach when they learn how to tap into the creative stream.
Optimal songs can help to connect to the Warrior Spirit within to gain the courage to walk straight into the Storm …
In order to get through it in the quickest and most efficient manner.
Optimal to my mindset.
Unless you prefer slower, less effective options.
You are free to choose.
Be aware.
Addendum #2 (4:30PM on this day of writing):
I choose to share a bit about my writing process today.
My view (see picture) while I sit at the kitchen table of my City Home.
I had the album, Ember by the Ghosts of Paraguay shuffling over my Sonos System playing over built-in speakers here in the kitchen in between listening to the Beautiful Truth playlist (through my Bose Soundlink Mini – started using while taking breaks to smoke my CNT Mellow Yellow packaged cigarettes) and the various You Tube videos playing on my old Toshiba Satellite laptop – likely ready for Evergreening by industry standards.
I felt to fast today. A tool that I received great benefit from December 2016 – March 2017, weekly 24 hour dryfasts preparing for a Retreat in Costa Rica.
I felt to have a cup of coffee this morning (25% caffeinated, 75% decaf. Homebrewed), making it a “wet” fast.
I am wearing my new camoflouge pants. I have always wanted a pair!
My favorite jeans recently blew out. After wearing nearly exclusively for most of this year.
The only pair that was a proper fit and blue jeans. Put me on the market for a new favorite pair of blue jeans.
This camo pair fit me the best when I shopped last week, yet they are more like a long capri pant. I will need to buy a long pair of black socks to cover the gap when wearing in the winter. I am a slim version of myself since my Pranic Living retreat in March this year. I lost some weight. And keep it off easily. Kind of a “reset”. Now most jeans to fit my butt, are too short. I have relatively long legs.
I did find a pair of Levi’s. Not as adorned as I prefer. I have not owned a pair of Levi’s since I was a young girl. It was more GWG bell-bottoms that I adored back then. I remember so fondly, my Dad was involved in helping me to purchase a pair on more than one occasion. My present day Levi’s are on the edge of too tight. Expected to relax over time as these new fabric jeans are known to do. But they match my leg length. Yay!
So my new favorite jeans are illustrated in the picture.
Strange details, I know.
Just a bit of insight to the woman behind this writing.
Me sharing some mundane authenticity.
My recent smoke break had a few eclectic ideas that I am now adding into this second addendum.
Far more important additions follow. Yet I have this little habit of beating around the bush when speaking the highest authentic truth for myself. Especially when tender feelings are involved. It is a part of what allowed me to experience Psychosis. That is why I feel to include these unusual additions.
Two main concepts remaining to share are challenging for me. Yet, I feel to continue.
First:
I peeked in on Facebook and found an excerpt that I felt was very synchronistic to see at the moment I saw it.
Words by a valued Teacher in my life, Bentinho Massaro. He does not need to beat around the bush as I feel to.
Reading his words make me feel that my own expressions shared here are not so bold at all.
This man has balls. Courage. No Fear. He connects to his own authenticity in a way that I do not. Yet I may never choose to be as bold as he feels to be. I feel he is delivering a similar message to mine, but much more directly and to the point. Not taking too much effort to explain who he is and how he came to express this message.
I understand very well, as I have followed his work for the past 6 years. His unique style, I appreciate.
His writing today, November 16, 2017:
Many people say they are ready for a 4th Density civilization on Earth. But are you really? Some people think they are pretty awake but when it comes down to facing other-selves they don’t genuinely care or dare to be defenseless and transparent.
Do you love others as your Self? And where appropriate or highly beneficial, do you love the benefit of others more than the safety and security that your conditioned man-made mind BELIEVES it needs in order to be OK? Can you cry honestly in the middle of a crowd with no defenses up?
Can you pause your inner narratives enough to sense into the reality of the different layers of a situation and see deep beyond the surface appearance of things? Can you see into the Heart of the beings around you, and not project your own stuff unto them? Can you truly care about another’s journey, more than you care about who they are to your safety or wants? Can you trust in your Self being always safe enough to open your heart to another? Can you love no matter what, or almost no matter what? Are you awake enough to your innate perfection to be vulnerable and transparent and essentially have nothing to hide from other-selves?
If so, you are ready. If not, you’re running out of time to do this inner work and truly commit to the vibration of innocence, humility and love.
The edge of the old planet Earth is coming closer to us all by the minute. Like the end of a treadmill catching up with you if you move too slow. You can either fall off the end of this world into a less desirable reality or come along with the heavenly changes as they continue to pick up speed. But this requires you can also pick up speed and take loving chances.
Expand your comfort zone to include love for all beings.
Take a good honest look at yourself and your behavior and see if you are ready for 4D. If not, prioritize your spiritual success over your earthly success ASAP. Change your desires from needy, petty, human and mundane to desires along the lines of Knowing the Infinite Creator in All Beings.
(END of Bentinho’s message. I added the bold enhancements and pulled out the expand your comfort zone sentence. Facebook does not allow for bold enhancements).
Pictured is the Dalai Lama, well-known for his unconditional love and compassion.
Not so successful at making a mean face. So cute!
I encourage you not to get hung up with any unfamiliar terms in Bentinho’s quote. Like 4th density potentially.
Feel into the spirit, the intention behind this message.
It is a fierce love.
Reminds me of the latest Wonder Woman movie . She demonstrates this Fierce Love very well. An epic analogy available in the scene linked to Fierce Love. (Spoiler alert though).
I dream of the day when we can all take off our armour.
I prescribe you to watch this therapeutic film depicting the Fierce love/Compassion combination in the setting of World War II.
Movie Medicine I like to call it.
I do not think this fierceness is natural, but we do not live in a natural environment for humans. Yet.
I do not condone violence.
But if each individual could take the necessary time to search their soul and strike up some courage, they would likely come up with some right now actions that could be taken. Personally.
The more that do this, the merrier we will all be.
My expression and this one from Bentinho could be considered a description of unconditional love, which naturally results in compassion. I do not feel it can be reached as fully via duality mindset (two-point logic) but requires collaboration over competition. Multidimensional mindset. Four-point logic.
When I first experienced this in a holistic way, I was locked up. Chemically incarcerated. Epically misunderstood.
For loving “too much”.
By the duality system that is Traditional Psychiatry in our current world.
I understood why. I shared that mindset once too.
Sadly … they were completely unwilling to attempt to understand me.
Why? Because they felt they already knew.
I presented in a way that people have been presenting for centuries?
It is a choatic transition. The body is seriously overwhelmed with this new energy system coming online.
Fuses are blown. The best way I can think to describe it.
The opportunity to address this misunderstanding is systemically not offered. Yet.
In the traditional Health System of the Western World.
Developing countries figured this out. Having a lack of access to Pharmaceuticals.
The more we can align our environment to more fundamental natural laws, the less likely we will see choatic transitions like mine. A big hypothesis, shared by many. Just not those holding the power in our unsustainable system of systems.
Here I live, 5 years later. Lots of time to integrate my experiences. Along with educate myself about viable alternatives. Speaking of the current compassion I am swimming in, a summary came to me:
Others are intolerant of my lack of intolerance.
I am challenged to tolerate the intolerance of others.
I would love to think that this could make some sense to you if you have read this far.
My expression here today feels like a love letter to a lot of key people in my life.
Perhaps everyone I have ever interacted with.
I tried to pick out key people but the list just got longer and longer.
Every interaction I have ever had led me to this mindset I now feel is the most authentic one for me.
Not an illness. But a viable alternative mindset.
As I continue to coalesce with like-minded people, it will look less and less strange to the former mindset.
I guarantee this.
My life is my experiment.
And my letter of unconditional love.
Too much love?
Is there such a thing?
Can I be understood optimally? I feel yes.
When and if others are willing to receive my best attempts at explaining why I am the way I am.
It can look strange to the uninitiated (I tease here).
But to me … it is Beautiful.
Yet kinda’ weirdiful too.
Sometimes I feel my life is a big cosmic joke.
It makes me laugh/cry.
A complex feeling, not unlike compassion.
I now notice that I ended up not including anything particularly personal.
I was going to include a long list, using nicknames.
Some select conceptual details of my interpersonal challenges.
But in the end, it did not feel necessary.
I will honor my own discomfort in this.
It is just fine.
I am human after all.
If it speaks to you, you were probably on the list. haha
***All bold blue words/phrases are links to either a website or a music video. They are meant to be an integral part of the writing. Many are music videos designed to stimulate the right side of the brain. The left side gets more than its share of attention.
Map Of Optimal. Health. Peace.
Wednesday, November 15th, 2017
I added an addendum today to a piece I wrote back in April 2016. Self-published on my first website. 
I did not fully recognize this piece at the time I wrote it.
I feel that writing flows through me but is not from me so I felt delighted to read it today and see a higher value in it than I did at the time of writing. Kinda magic …
But I always translate Magic as Truth not yet optimally perceived. Same translation for Miracle and Crazy.
It attempts to bring some willingness to the reader to understand Quantum Physics and the Four Point Logic system that enables a much wider ability to understand our world and how we are free to choose to optimize ourselves via a simple openness to consider an upgraded operating system. Widely available, yet not so commonly chosen – due more to lack of awareness of the choice than the lack of the choice.
A Beautiful Truth to freedom and wellness here.
Should you be willing to explore it.
Without willingness, it can never come.
Map Of Optimal. Health. Peace.
A new label I coined for myself today: I am a translator from four-point logic mindset to the more traditional two-point logic we have all been educated in. It is a challenging role. I keep exploring analogies, stories and thought processes that might pique the curiosity of the duality mindset population. And help the four-point logic mindset people to understand what has happened to them. There are lots of us around.
Optimal understanding is now coming into view.
There is a valid, alternative, mindset on offer.
Awareness and willingness go a long way to upgrade to this more collaborative, inclusive approach to life.
For everyone.
Thursday, November 2nd, 2017
You enable me … (to be my full authentic self).
My upgrade from that old famous quote from the Jerry Macguire movie “You complete me”.
An intimate couple needs to create the container together to allow for the authentic versions of each other.
Transparent honesty cannot be expressed … until both feel safe.
Unconditional love can create that safety.
It cannot be forced upon the other though.
A willingness to receive … is mandatory.
Whether to trust this is possible?
It will never come to fruition unless you can be courageous enough to believe that it is possible.
Just another epic Catch 22 of our world.
There is a leap of faith in there for most of us in today’s relationship environment.
Kind of like skydiving …
That first step is a doozy!
If it is anything like my one and only skydiving experience, it would be all fun & exhilaration once free-falling.
But the fear and panic while looking out that open door at 13,000 feet was enough to fill my mouth with cotton.
I was tandem with a professional.
Without him pushing me out, there was no way I would have taken that step myself.
I was thrilled that he did.
Loved the experience.
I am known to say, I will try most things once.
Back to the skydiving analogy:
Remember … you are wearing a parachute.
(Metaphorically)
When you are relatively balanced within yourself.
If it does not work out?
You will be there to pick yourself back up.
It may take a few tries.
(Understatement).
I hypothesize that as the world and systems optimize, it will get easier and easier for individuals to do the same.
No idea if it matters whether the systems or the individuals optimize first.
Likely a coordinated dance.
Better to say a dance as coordinated as it is.
No judgment.
Deep in your heart and soul, you need to believe that unconditional love is possible.
Until you just know it.
And then you will dare to take the action you feel to take.
In your heart and soul.
Be gentle and patient with yourself.
It takes the time it takes to arrive to this awareness.
You will be rewarded.
I guarantee it.
You really cannot lose.
When you are able to so deeply love and trust yourself, you enable the ability to trust others.
It just works this way.
I play around with the concept of calling this the Physics of Consciousness.
The up and coming Science.
Not just loving and trusting your love partner or desired intimate partner …
…but everyone who you recognize trustworthiness within.
If nobody feels trustworthy?
You will have to go without … until you go within.
How do I come to know this and dare to write it out like this?
It’s a long story …
Why did I not share it sooner?
I grapple with the concept of arrogance.
So concerned about sounding arrogant, that I just kept quiet.
The world has a hard time optimizing when we concern ourselves with being judged.
I have been there and done that.
A huge piece that paralyzed me for years.
One man’s arrogant is another man’s self-assured.
I am as self-assured as I am.
I am not judging myself anymore.
If anyone chooses to, I leave that with them.
Then there is the grandiose statement.
One man’s grandiose is another man’s authentic.
Truth even.
The truth is relative, so I can understand how to some, the truth can be perceived as grandiose.
The Truth is … Beautiful.
To me.
I recognize that my truth has been deemed inconvenient by others.
It is what it is.
Take what resonates.
Leave the rest.
Good practice always.
Live and let live.
Peace out.
Keep in mind: You Only Live Once
Do not take me too literally here.
I joke … but feel free to take me seriously.
Pssst – click on all the video links that appear in blue. Way more fun!
Wednesday, November 1st, 2017
My habit most mornings: I start with a 2-3 song shuffle of either one of my Spotify playlists or all my songs on 
iTunes.
Some people pull cards, which I occasionally do also. But my magic playlists are my preferred “go to”.
In life.
Today was Lindsey Stirling, Crystallize. Love this one!!
Nice start to the day.
Also: Until We Meet Again by Dougie Maclean.
Next up: Home by Philip Philips
I love the eclectic mixup of my varied musical tastes and attractions.
I have noticed that occasionally my shuffling of the various playlists also serves others.
Maybe this sounds strange but I feel it is part of my Psychic Mediumship.
I just know when I know.
Just a couple of days ago, I was building a shelter for the Sweatlodge, in Blackfoot First Nations tradition, to help the sacred site weather the storm of winter. My friend brought out her Bose bluetooth speaker (I bought the same one as it has a rich sound). I recognized how the songs were speaking to another of our 4 person crew.
I delighted in the experience while I was sewing the plastic cord through the eyelets of the carport tarp – recently purchased from Costco. I ended up in a timewarp that had me missing a meeting that I was enthusiastically anticipating. Of course, it was perfect. My disappointment led to a vulnerable sharing and connection with my dear friend, the owner of the speaker. I often say these days that Spirit works in mysterious ways.
I was on my new rural property, a sacred site that I was inspired to steward.
I am asking for clarity in my purpose.
My music playlists do play a role.
I have known this for a long time. Yet never quite putting my finger on how it will work.
It works whether or not I understand it or consciously design it.
That is a Beautiful Truth that I feel applies to all of us, each in our unique way.
After my deep sharing. The four of us were enjoying a break together.
Banter was enjoyable.
I got feedback (after the fact) about how powerful a sharing I playfully put out to the group.
I demonstrated out loud a key style of my self talk.
We were debriefing about the installation of our carport.
The company who constructed the carport was French.
Parts arrived in boxes.
Assembly was required.
Instructions were not initially very decipherable.
We dug in. All four of us. Only after towards 8 people had constructed the metal bar skeleton the day before.
Our combined skills and talents … led to successful completion of the task.
A late discovery of a You Tube demonstration video offered some late confirmations of some key components, most of which we learned by experience by then. Ha ha
One of the team was feeling a lack of intelligence in an area he normally excels in.
I remarked I am as intelligent as I am. Sometimes I am very intelligent. Sometimes I am not.
I am pretty neutral about this. I do not judge it. I do not beat myself up when I find those moments of not.
This is a formula for me:
I am as thin as I am.
I am as clear as I am.
I am as beautiful as I am.
I am as particular as I am.
I am as tolerant as I am.
I am as generous as I am.
I am as kind as I am.
I am as happy as I am.
I am as in tune as I am.
I am as intuitive as I am.
I am as playful as I am.
I am as serious as I am.
I am as logical as I am.
I am as enthusiastic as I am.
(I am as sexy as I am. Tee hee)
Do you see the formula?
Whatever discernable (traditionally judge-able) trait I can think of, I choose an optimistic version of the dual judgement at hand. THEN, I sidestep the judgement via this style of self-talk.
I have been doing this quite a while but I had never said it out loud. Until two days ago.
I find the English language is set up to judge.
Vocabulary choices and commonly heard dialogue styles are an array of judgements.
The English language is dualistic by design.
It is setup to maintain duality thinking.
I feel it is all an illusion. There is no right or wrong. The Truth is Relative.
We are each unique. With all that is required to flourish. Only IF we feel free to be our authentic selves.
Duality as opposed to a more collaborative, unity approach limits individual optimization – by design.
When we choose to approach life in a spirit of unity and collaboration, we can create and maintain a more harmonious coherent energy field.
My definition of coherent, as used here: I am referring to the energy field of our physical body. More of a physics concept than anything else. It supports well-being when optimal.
One simplified way I like to describe this is when what you think, what you say, what you do, what is in your heart AND what is in your soul – all match up and align.
So many roadblocks to this in our world. Yet I believe we have more choice with this than we have been traditionally taught.
Personal coherence. A physical state of both your visible and invisible components.
Heartmath Institute has a short little video to better describe what I am talking about here.
If you have not already seen this, I highly recommend you take 7 minutes to watch it.
I like to call this multidimensional anatomy.
Have you ever thought of this?
French is my first language, yet I do not presently hold mastery with it… yet anyway.
I call it a facility.
I was raised by two French-First parents.
The French language is based with a much stronger connection to unity and collaboration.
I believe this does influence me. In a positive way.
I cannot speak for other languages but have had this type of discussion with people holding other languages first.
Multilingual people really concur with my views. Whatever that is worth to you …
You are free to decide.
Feel free to play around with this.
I warmly recommend it.
Self-accepting inner dialogue.
The beginning of a whole new way of relating. To yourself … and the world.
I throw it out as Food for Thought.