Thursday, December 7th, 2017
My multidimensional self: I exist across several dimensions and am interconnected with the higher aspects of all living things.
A mystery to my human mind.
My highest good awaits me in each moment.
I intend to expand my perception with ease and grace.
Then simply choose the highest good available to me now.
I am grateful for all that I have now.
I accept and embrace all that is present now.
I see the jewel in myself and others, especially in challenging circumstances.
I flow with what feels good in my heart.
Thus, naturally … by pure quantum physics, I embody high energetic vibrations.
Love, harmony and true power are forever mine.
In full faith and light.
In the infinite now.
So be it.
And so it is.
The above text was taken from a Facebook Post on Agent Angel dated September 6, 2016.
With a few tweaks.
I felt so good about it that I have it posted to the top.
This is not trying to be facetious.
This was my sentence for sentence translation of the Christian Prayer into Scientific Terms of the Physics of Consciousness.
I feel more like the kid who noted that the Emperor was not wearing any clothes when he paraded naked down the street because a couple of tailors had talked him into doubting his own perception –
In the famous children’s story, The Emperor’s New Clothes, written by Hans Christian Anderson.
In this 3 minute version, click on link, it is epically well demonstrated how people can get into gloriously messy situations when they live with self-doubt and worthlessness issues. It makes us do some pretty crazy things. Ponder that in the context of your own life.
Take notice that the innocence of a child, in his authenticity, was not afraid to admit that he did not see clothes.
He had not taken on the self-doubt and worthlessness issues … yet.
He had not taken in the lessons from society, so he just spoke it like he saw it.
Everything exists. Nothing is judged.
The Emperor was simply not wearing any clothes.
Truth … is Beautiful.
Once we take on societal training, truth can feel extremely inconvenient. And uncomfortable.
The trick is to move beyond the inconvenience and discomfort. To recognize the Beauty of Truth.
But the observation I make here can attract negative consequences.
Others judging me as grandiose, crazy or worse.
In other historical eras, it is enough to warrant death.
How about in present time?
Have we evolved past the judgments?
Can each of us take full responsibility for our own tendencies to judge others (ourselves)?
When something within yourself is brought to your attention, it can surprise you and you may have great difficulty accepting formerly unrecognized things about yourself that you judge as wrong.
We are our own most powerful critics.
Time for Judgment Day.
My translation: The Day you refuse to judge yourself or others. Work towards personal authenticity and honor others to do the same. We have quite a mess in the world now. Dropping Judgment will create the container for the Beautiful Truth to be harvested.
This will simply take a tipping-point percentage of us.
It may not look so pretty at first.
Keep your eye on the prize: authenticity. Connection to the power of who you truly are.
A multidimensional being with access to all that you require … once you figure out how to operate your vehicle (multidimensional self).
It is happening.
I ask again, Are we ready to attempt to perceive optimally for the highest good of all yet?
Remains to be seen.
When we can accept ourselves as we are … and trust our own discernment because we are brave enough to be who we are. We can choose to change our mind about anything at anytime.
It may take time, but we can be willing to consider if our present state is optimal … for us?
And not take anything away from others?
Live … and let live?
I include here the memorized version from my prior practicing Catholic days.
I became an Ex-Catholic shortly after the Baptism of my youngest child.
He was Baptized in the early months of life and he is about to turn 13 years old.
“My Father, who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come
It will be done
on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
Forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
Lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil.
For thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory.
Now and forever.”
I write this only from memory December 7, 2017.
Gives a different vibe, doesn’t it?
My translation using more Physics/Metaphysics terms, to me, is a Masterpiece.
What I mean when I say that the Bible got seriously “Lost in Translation”.
The people centuries ago who took the pen to paper wrote it from their Level of Consciousness.
By following this overly “literally”, we locked in a lower level of Consciousness.
Books. Wisdom. Systems.
Need to evolve alongside us.
I vibe out my translation written above at 1000, using my conceptual Scale of Consciousness.
That could be translated as full authenticity.
I call my Scale of Consciousness an Authenticity Scale.
This concept is upgraded from the one given by David R. Hawkins in his book, Power Versus Force.
Keep in mind that words and language also have been challenged to keep up to date with Human Evolution.
I recommend to feel into the words.
There is an intention behind all words.
What I warmly recommend is that we all polish our skills in the Language of Intention.
A wave of the future.
I have recently added a label to my collection (for myself): Futurist.
In order to fulfill my Soul’s Purpose, my Personal Mission Statement, To Enable and Empower Optimal Human Health, we are going to need to deal with the Unsustainable System of Systems.
Sooner or later.
I prefer sooner.
Let’s get on it.
I dream of being a part of an harmonious, collaborative team working towards building new systems to empower individuals alongside the antiquated disempowering ones.
A significant task.
A valuable mission.
To efficiently, effectively empower people.
It will save a lot of money.
A natural side effect will be a more balanced distribution of resources, whether it is money or otherwise.
There is enough for everyone.
Willingness to discover and enact solutions is the thing to cultivate now.
My plan: Optimize the individuals … who will naturally optimize the systems to enable more and more ease and grace in the individual human optimization of whoever chooses this path.
Saturday, November 18th, 2017
Today, November 18, 2017, after publishing what I feel is my most powerful piece of writing to date, Falling Off The Edge, I chose to listen to a Kryon message. There are a number of You Tube Channels that share these. A lot of messages. All available for free. I made it a habit to listen to at least one per week over a year ago. I can honestly say that the messages from Kryon have informed me more than from any other source. In my entire life. They match messages I have obtained directly. In my experience of being myself. A medium of sorts. As with individuals, no two mediums are exactly alike in their abilities. Unique flavors each of us. Mediumship is described as unfolding not taught. A state of allowance is required for this. I attended Arthur Findlay College twice taking courses in Trance Mediumship. This is not something that can be truly taught. Who can teach me … to be me? A ludicrous question. But immersing yourself with others sharing the intent to unfold their own authenticity is a great container for evolution of the self.
So I vibed out Kyron Teaches How to Clear The Final Ascension Hurdle With Pure Intent.
I value my time. I do not choose to take a lot of time to listen to all of Kryon’s messages. That could take over a year.
So this one published by Modern Galaxy recorded in Australia in October, 2016. Often the dates are not noted. I prefer to listen to the most recent. I know that material evolves as we do.
This one, to my mind, seemed a bit old but strong vibe to listen.
I consider Kryon to be an expert in what I call, the Physics of Consciousness. Only a select few other friends appear to have interest and knowledge in this area. I imagine there are many others, just not in my experience.
Kryon is a master of the metaphor.
This video was particularly succinct to my senses.
I will transcribe every word.
I know some people prefer to read over listen.
I encourage you to take a little listen at how the message sounds too.
You may get a whole lot more than if you just read the words of English that I will transcribe.
Or, due to my intent to copy the full message, perhaps it does not matter.
I do not know.
I welcome any feedback on that. An experiment of sorts.
He speaks in this video about communicating outside of words.
I have come to understand that I am very proficient in understanding this type of communication.
I do not understand this with my mind though. But feel it is true.
I am a translator of this. I have known this for a while now. Cannot explain it.
This past year, I gave myself a new label:
I am fluent in the language of intention.
Kryon calls it the third language in the video.
My translation of the bible description, Speaking in Tongues.
Something I specifically put my pure intention on, despite not even knowing what it meant.
It started as an hypothesis (I am a scientist at heart you know) long after my pure intention while visiting John of God in Abadiania, Brazil in October 2014.
Now I know.
3 years lag. Not too bad.
I track lag as I try to understand this journey to my authentic self.
FULL TRANSCRIPTION STARTS of the 22 minute video:
Greetings dear ones. I am Kryon of magnetic service.
Once again, my partner steps away.
And the pure energy is here.
And its the energy from the other side of the veil.
It’s not what you expect.
You expect messages given in your language.
And as they are given, you understand them … or not.
You analyze them later. You write them down.
But what is let in … is phenomenal.
Your allowance of this process, being real to you, allows an immense amount of what you think is energy to be passed to you.
Energy is such a catch-all word.
It can mean so many things to so many people.
It isn’t really energy at all.
It’s thank you.
It’s so many things.
It’s the family.
With a reunion that is precious.
Imagine … coming through the veil is all of that … right now.
And the human being is asked to see what you can.
Recognize and feel whatever it is … specific to you.
The old soul is unique.
You have a unique path.
The future is unique.
The past is unique.
There is nobody, no soul group, like you in the galaxy.
So each one of you is on a different path and each one of you has different things you are learning.
I cannot sit here, nor any other channel, and give you a stream of words in your language that is gonna suit everyone in the room.
Instead … the love and compassion comes flying in with what we call the third language.
And it sits upon you and educates you, loves you and holds your hands.
That’s unique for each one and whispers, in this wind of change, I know your name.
In this wind of change, I know your name.
I know who you are, why you are, what you have come with.
I know the difficulties.
I know the trauma.
I know the joy.
And it’s unique to every single individual, including my partner.
Unique. Different. Special.
Each one of you.
There is no human on this planet who doesn’t get this.
But the old soul is the one who can pick it up first.
You have spent your lives in spiritual work. In so many lifetimes.
And awakened, in so many lifetimes.
So, this particular third language starts speaking to you.
And you start understanding.
It’s a real communication to you.
This is going to become more acute. Cognized better.
With old souls who can count on this without a channel.
Grabbing it themselves when they meditate … even when they don’t.
Starting to hear it.
At an esoteric level.
And it will guide their lives in the future.
Channeling, eventually, will be a thing of the past.
As humans evolve and they become their own intuitives.
And they don’t have to have someone sitting in a chair, passing information through a translation medium.
Like you hear now.
This is where its going.
And the old souls will lead the way, be the example, like they have in the past.
Except in the new energy, they will be seen as teachers.
They will be honored as balanced ones.
Masters not as the ascended masters but masters of life.
Somebody you want to be with.
Somebody who has answers.
Somebody to feel peaceful around.
Dear ones, the last two channelings I have given in your country are related.
This last one is related.
If I had told you that there was a trilogy of information, it would have been incorrect.
Each channeling will stand on its own.
However, the three together will complete the information that the other two have.
And that is free choice, is it not?
To listen to three. To listen to one.
But not having to listen to all three.
But understanding that if you do, the picture will be clearer.
So this is the third of three.
For those of you who did not hear the first two, they are all about the energy of today.
Dark and light. Duality and Akash.
In the first channel, I told you about the truth of you.
Duality is becoming more contrasting.
If you take a device which will represent a photo and you turn up the contrast,
the darks will be darker and the lights will be lighter.
The blacks blacker. The whites whiter.
And that is what we told you in the first channel that is happening with duality itself.
And it is becoming troublesome for many.
Those who don’t understand what is going on on the planet and have been lightworkers and old souls, even those that are in what we would call the business of reading, channeling and healing.
If you don’t know what is going on, it is going to be frustrating.
We told you this.
There are those in this audience, not just the ones listening, the ones sitting .. who are frustrated.
Who are stuck.
Who can’t get a grip on what is going on.
Who are trying for a long time. Nothing is happening.
I gonna address that in a moment.
Those listening. You too.
Duality becomes more contrasting.
The negatives are more negative.
The positives are more positive.
But … human nature sees the negative first.
And so there is fear.
And the fear then develops into greater fear and more worry.
It’s a cauldron that sits on itself and develops more of itself.
That is the way it works … so it doesn’t get any better.
Even though the light is lighter, you don’t go there.
You don’t see it. It is not obvious.
And so you’re frustrated.
I’m going to tell you why in just a moment.
And so the first channel was about this.
Asking you, Where is your truth of you?
We said, When you are not in meditation, who are ya?
Do you leave here and become someone else?
Is your spirituality something you report to and dress for?
Is it in a box?
Or … Is it every waking moment of your life?
The duality is becoming stronger.
You might say it is a battle.
It is a battle for dark or light in your very soul.
Vibration. Which one will you be?
Will you be balanced or not?
Or will you worry … in fear … for the rest of your life?
The next channel, we started to identify why it is happening.
The shift is upon you and the next channel started to say to you, you’re an old soul.
And old souls have gone through so much.
Where they have had to fight the negative.
Where everytime they showed their light, they were snuffed out.
Or put in the corner.
And lifetime after lifetime, you would awaken and say, well here I am again!
Maybe I won’t shine my light.
But you couldn’t help it.
Truth is that way.
Awareness is that way.
When everyone’s in the dark and you have an answer, you want to tell ’em.
And then you tell them and they look at you and say, who are you?
Carrier of magic?
And they create their own darkness out of your light.
Through their own misunderstanding and their own fear.
So it doesn’t matter how spiritual you were, you were still ostracized.
Sometimes you were terminated … because of the magic you had.
And the second channeling described then you coming into this life with a thousand past lives fighting an energy that you never got ahead with.
And suddenly, there is a shift and a change.
(11 minutes, 24 seconds)
The burdens are starting to be lifted then we said your akash still carries the ancient fear.
And that translates into lack of self-worth.
We told you that.
And that is why lightworkers and old souls sit in front of me listening and sitting, almost all, who question their worth.
We started telling you that the planet itself is geared, this time, to help you with this because the shift was known to be happening.
The ancients predicted it.
Here it is.
We told you the pleiaidians knew that when this procession was finished, the nodes and the knolls would open and the time capsules would start doing their best to push and pull that energy around of your akash.
We told you that the planet itself, when the crystalline grid would start vacuuming it up.
It’s a good metaphor.
Vacuuming it up.
To help you to get out of the fear.
To get out of the condition of a duality that was shifting.
With an akash that was pressing on you.
And here you are in the middle of this shift as an old soul and some of you are still afraid.
You don’t know.
You can’t trust the light perhaps.
You are uncertain of what to do next.
Or you can sit in this channeling and read a book and it doesn’t help at all.
You’re still stuck.
And the things that you want to change, your joy factor, for instance.
Wouldn’t it be nice to wake up in the morning and be cheerful?
No matter what.
No. Matter. What.
Knowing that the balance that is your truth of the duality is in the positive side.
Sure, you’ll have bad days.
But the balance that you have will always come up … to being the balanced, compassionate one.
Who will laugh a lot. And smile.
And see god in everyone.
Where is that with you?
And there are those that would say, it is nowhere with me.
That’s not me yet.
So I present you #3.
Twenty years. And we have been talking about something called Pure Intent.
One of the strongest things that a human has.
And we defined it so many ways.
Different than just intent.
It’s the kind of intent where you say, I intend to get wet into this lake.
I’ll think about it.
I’ll intend and intend.
But Pure Intent has you jumping in the lake.
Knowing that gravity will take over … and put you right where you intend to be.
That’s Pure Intent.
The other word is cognizing.
Believing it so strongly, it becomes you.
It becomes your way of life.
Intent is so powerful.
It is the one that is #3 of the two we have given you before.
Combined with the information we have given you in the last two channels,
the trilogy is this: It is the catalyst for everything you’ve asked for.
Now let me tell you, it has another name: Release.
I’m going to paint a picture for you.
(15:28 in the video)
Of a train.
It is so easy to imagine that this train, chugging along on the tracks.
The train is your soul, or your soul group, through the ages.
The train always moves forward in time.
It has the same engine.
That engine is that which you call the higher self.
Or what we would call the higher self group.
It’s always the same higher self.
The primary is the same.
Your best friend is the higher self.
Well the higher self has been with you every single incarnation.
It pulls the train through the ages.
The train doesn’t stop.
Even when you die.
When you return, you have more experiences.
The last life you lived is added to the train.
Think of it as a new car.
And every car carries a load.
Now for eons, that load has had an energy.
It’s a dark load.
Because you have had a battle that you fought over and over and over.
Cars are added every single time you arrive.
The engine, which is the higher self, it does a good job.
It pulls them all, no matter how many you have.
But the vibration of the train is tainted by the vibration of what’s in the cars.
Lifetime, after lifetime, after lifetime.
You fill the cars with dark coal for instance.
And the train gets longer and bigger.
You come into this life and the train is the same.
Only the train starts to have other things to take place with it.
The channel that we gave you, the first one, the train starts to change in its awareness of black and white.
Light and dark.
High and low vibration.
The train itself gets to be confused because it has never seen this before.
The train doesn’t even know what balance is.
In the second channel we told you that the track itself yells at you, let me help you, let me help you.
That’s Gaia (Earth).
The energy around the train which is the field reaches out and says, let me help you, let me help you.
And all you can see is cars. Thousands of them. Filled with dark energy.
And you sit there and you say, I don’t know, I don’t know.
I’m not getting anywhere.
I am stuck.
All of this is so confusing.
Dear Spirit, help me.
And now, I want to tell you.
I want you to reach down and see that beautiful engine of the higher self.
And I want you to throw a switch and release all the cars.
All of them.
And I want that to be a fresh and new beginning that you are doing, Yourself.
By releasing with Pure Intent and understanding that all of the help that you wanted will all flood in.
But until you release with that intent,
it’s still going to be difficult.
You are stuck because there’s too many cars.
The things that are not moving in your life are because there are too many cars.
And they are loaded with your Akash, which has been “over and over” so dark.
And so tough.
And now it isn’t.
The wind is at your back.
There is light coming.
Color is coming in a black and white world.
You are positioning yourself to be at the right place at the right time.
But not with those cars.
And when you release ’em … with Pure Intent,
you may ask in a linear way, well where do they go?
They go away!
You are not going to run into them again.
This is not a temporary fix.
This is not a bandaid.
This is you releasing all of the eons of stuff that you don’t need.
That’s the Catalyst.
I want you to take this channel and listen to it again.
And listen to the other two.
Put this together and connect the dots … and Be Free.
Be Free of this past Akash.
Be Free of that which was a darker world.
Old Soul … You have Graduated!
There is no reason to pull around the books you learned from.
Cast them away!
The Sun is coming out.
And the Engine is Fresh.
With no cars at all …
And the ones you create now … won’t be dark.
Because it is different.
It couldn’t be clearer.
It’s another metaphor.
I am Kryon.
In Love with Humanity.
Because I am connected to the central Source.
Which is in love with every(single)one.
Doesn’t matter who you are.
What you’ve done.
Or your Attitude or your Belief.
It’s absolutely guaranteed.
No matter who you are.
The veil covers so much to you.
If you only knew what’s out there.
The hand is very big.
That wants to take you into a grand place.
And cancel the fear, so that when you get up in the morning …
You’ll Smile and say …
Thank you (God) for another beautiful day.
That is enough. For Now.
END OF TRANSCRIPTION
This message could be termed grandiose.
To me, it is simply … authentic.
Connecting to who I really am.
No longer fearing it.
I feel, that with pure intent, I simply let go of all of those train cars carrying the energy of fear.
A balanced locomotive. At last.
Why I often call it a non-event.
I am the same as I have always been.
Without all the baggage.
An authentic human being.
Nothing to be afraid of.
I unlearned my teachings to fear this.
A cosmic joke that this simple message, in our present environment, feels profound.
Yet it is mundane.
Yet simultaneously a grand event at the same time.
Just be your purest, authentic Self.
Too simple to be true.
It is simple.
Possibly there are all of those train cars preventing this evolution, reunion with one’s truest self?
Keep in mind that when there is a will, there is always a way.
The only thing preventing this from spreading like wildfire is the will.
There are infinite ways.
Listen to me now.
Believe me later.
On of my favorite phrases from my youth.
My Dad taught me that.
(I share warmheartedly).
Wednesday, September 20th, 2017
My answer: No.
Yet it confuses me endlessly to look around me in the world.
So many beliefs out there. Making a mess of the place.
The old saying, “money is the root of all evil“.
If this one lurks in your subconscious, take notice.
For me, a much more empowering belief is that “money makes you more of what you already are”.
Test for yourself how well this one works in your world.
My field testing has yielded positive results. So far.
Money is simply energy.
I have several new projects on the go with my recent purchase of 10 acres housing a 4800 square foot, 7 bedroom home. I have taken a more active interest in money in order to support my passion projects.
I consider myself financially free, however, with recent change of events, it would give more ease and grace to my life to attract some more financial resources. I have not earned money “on my own” for 5 years. I retired. Not that I am so attached to think that money to support my projects has to come via my “work”, I want to be open to it.
Picture painted as to why last night before bed, I sat up with my past life energy clearing tools. Just the bare bones: pen, notepad, small atlas, necklace that I used like a pendulum, and a photo of some magic words with my own written upgrades. Picture shows my setup on August 24, 2017. I cleared 21 energies between the hours 0130-0400. An importance was tended to that night. Last night, I intended to enter a process I have done towards 200 times for mostly myself and recently a few close friends. My exploration into the Physics of Consciousness, as I call it. Many might consider this supernatural. But to me, it is simply natural. I took the super out of it a while’s back. All the time in the world is at our fingertips. In the now.
I cannot authentically say I understand this.
I have simply observed that I feel the upgrade after doing this style of work.
Working on myself, so to speak.
I am so committed to the Do It Yourself movement that I am passionate about supporting.
For many, some initial pointers can be helpful.
But bottom line: one has to have their own experiences.
Develop their own mastery.
Of the Self.
I cannot buy this.
Nobody can truly do it for me.
But facilitators can point out some important signposts.
I call myself fortunate to have collaborated with so many facilitators over the years.
I have not stopped to count them out but 50 or more is my first guess.
Consulting with alternative health practitioners has been a hobby of mine for about 7 years.
An education all by itself.
Sensing how the various practitioners work.
With my clairsentience. I have not found a better word to describe how I learn. Sounds supernatural, yet I believe it to be a natural part of being a human being. My strong opinion.
I firmly believe that our current helping systems have elements of disempowerment subtly built into them.
Many people still believe they must find the right specially trained person to ever expect to be healed.
I offer that without the individual taking the authority, that only they have the power to take, of optimizing themselves, their human experience will be suboptimal.
Not necessarily such a great concern these days as suboptimal is commonly called Normal.
Back to last night, September 19, 2017. Around 11PM.
My intention: to release blocks & barriers/suboptimal beliefs related to money.
The session started in familiar fashion … and then took on a life of its own.
Words flowing from my pen to fill two pages, both sides.
I will paraphrase/transcribe my notes following:
I went back to around 500-1000AD in West Sahara (as it is named in my old atlas, not sure if this region still holds this name).
I am connecting with the energy of a man in his 20’s. I am never sure whether to call this a past life of mine, a concurrent life of mine or simply an energy I have connected to.
I keep an open mind about this. Heaven only knows. Haha.
It is easier to relate with the hypothesis that it is a prior life my soul took part in.
I am a firm believer that the truth is relative. Please keep this in mind while you read.
It is not my intention to trigger cognitive dissonance within you.
Just using language to the best of my ability in this moment.
To more easily tell the story.
I am the seer/psychic for the community.
My skills are valued and respected.
However, I am enslaved to the leader, a warlord motivated to amass all the gold he could get his hands on. In this life, I was frustrated at being prevented from helping anyone in the community outside of the warlord’s wishes. I was not free. It was unnatural. It was my desire to serve the community.
In my naivety, I flippantly landed a powerful curse onto this warlord … and all of his descendants.
The curse: that he would be a slave to his money (as I was to his power, somehow, in this lifetime).
In my explorations of this technique, occasionally curses extend beyond just the one being cursed.
How we, as humans, use our power sometimes.
Perhaps this is just a metaphor. If so, so be it.
I saw the futility in valuing this rock: gold. I scoffed at the cosmic joke of it all.
I knew something, yet was not optimally conscious and as compassionate as I could have been.
My experience connecting with this energy was powerful and not to be ignored.
Remember, I have done this many times.
Never, did I experience so strongly as this time.
Feelings. Within myself.
I wrote that this lifetime experience was a “serious Joker’s Wild move”.
After connecting with the feeling/energy, I precede to Forgive.
“I intend to forgive myself for my actions in this past life in the West Sahara.
In full faith and light. In the infinite now. So be it.”
This was one of the very few times I included the word intend. Only to be used when not able to authentically forgive in the moment. Knowing that the intention exists will make it so. In time.
I wait to feel that it is complete. Took about 5 minutes this time. Usually, almost instant.
With the wisdom learned, I then say,
“Please release the energy associated with the past lifetime in West Sahara and disconnect from my whole body and sensory systems. I ask to fill this space with opal light. I ask for the highest energy of my soul to come in free of all negativity, past experiences and illness. In full faith and light. In the infinite now. So be it.”
In this case, I took an extra step to release the curse.
“I ask that any and all curses that I uttered in this lifetime in West Sahara be recalled and rescinded by the Universe. In full faith and light. In the infinite now. So be it.”
Extra steps involving physical harm to the body of self or others, Blood Oaths and Vows were not required for this past life energy. (I add for a higher level of understanding this modality).
I simply tap in until I feel I have adequate information to address the energetic block in this lifetime.
I now will transcribe word for word from my handwritten notes.
For those not familiar with my work, I rarely write by hand but occasionally am called to.
This was one of those times.
I must be very gentle with myself now.
I did not realize the enormity of this act – until after I transitioned.
What can be done, can be undone.
Big lesson for this lifetime:
It is so important to have compassion for others.
No matter what.
Coûte que coûte. (At all costs in French)
… including level of consciousness.
***This energy feels the same as I observe in those with solid beliefs holding disdain for others who may not share that same solidity with the belief. It can cause harm.
My aim is to gently demonstrate this as needing awareness. Awareness can melt away any negative potential. The power in holding awareness simultaneously with an open mind, an acceptance for self and others. Even when, especially when, two do not hold the same belief.
Whatever that belief might be. Religious, scientific, financial or otherwise.
To me, the energy is the same.
Yet I observe so much animosity fighting over the relative truth thinking there is such a thing as absolute truth. I no longer believe in an absolute truth. My experience demonstrates how dynamic truth can be.
I do encourage personal exploration for each individual with this in mind.
Willingness is the only missing ingredient usually required – to my eye.
Willingness is not something I come across as often as I would prefer.
Clearing this suboptimal energy this time is very different from any other I have cleared.
1. I procrastinated dealing with it the last 3 days.
Usually, I do the same day I am nudged.
2. This one feels more like an education.
Like I am learning something for the first time.
Usually, feels more like a reminder.
3. It is making me feel soooo solemn. :–(
In a familiar way, yet it has been a rare sensation – like I have done this life countless times before, as in Groundhog Day. Thousands of times, stuck in a loop.
And this time … I finally got a new learning that will allow me to escape this loop and complete the original plan.
I felt a strange, deep, melancoly; paradoxically peaceful in this tenuous compassion for myself.
I sense myself vibrating at 1000 = Full Authenticity. I refer to a scale of 0-1000 called the Map of Consciousness published in David R. Hawkins book Power vs. Force. When I first read this, I think I misunderstood it epically. In the light of Jesus Christ and self-actualization. Today, I call it an authenticity scale.
Today, I am simply authentically myself.
Nothing supernatural or difficult to conceive. And yet, with our standardized education systems, I do think it is difficult to conceive what is authentic in a world where we have been trained into inauthenticity. That is my perception based on my own experience.
I have been here before, but not for very long.
This time, I can hold it.
Because I know:
I have all the time in the world.
I am innocent.
There is nothing to be afraid of … it has all been an epic misunderstanding.
Once I know better, I do better.
With ease and grace.
I am in my natural state.
Which includes having great compassion for myself when I was not in my natural state.
Belief systems and templating were like viruses to my true nature.
It was like an epidemic.
Parents infecting their children with no conscious awareness of what they were doing.
The system was sewn pretty tightly.
Lots of Booby Traps that would catch any fellow humans who desired to unfold into their natural state.
It disrupts the status quo.
Without greater connectivity that enabling technology has provided, when the minority of a population attempted to break out of the spell, they were easily recognized and neutralized in many ways – great and small.
The tipping point was reached.
The threshold has been sustained long enough.
A critical mass of natural state humans have returned to embody on earth.
A new era … begins.
A time when dreams come true.
The natural result of a person in optimal balance.
The true essence of a human being.
I feel the education continues … without words.
I guess the proof of the pudding is in the eating.
Completed at 11:45pm.
Took just over a half hour.
I sense this clearing/neutralization of this curse will have a big impact on my life.
Even though I have no idea about any specifics.
These 2 pages channeled easier than ever before.
After a few minutes, I come back to add:
It is like the 100th Monkey Effect. Click the term for a wikipedia link. A Physics of Consciousness concept.
Now that I got it – many others will simultaneously.
The lesson was delivered simultaneously to many.
Nobody was first.
Then, a fan-out effect.
Each receives in their own way.
This lesson has already gone out to my Soul Group.
With my makeshift pendulum, I honed in on the number 1400.
I have no way of testing or objectifying the number.
I sometimes ask for numbers, never really knowing if my answers hold any relevance.
Sometimes, I feel very strongly that the number is relevant.
Mostly, like this time, neutral.
Just another example of how I have learned to hold onto any concept of truth very loosely.
It would serve the world so well … if this approach could catch on.
(Please excuse the technical glitches with the photos. I plan to return back to polish the look up when able.)
Addendum: I add a link to a story I wrote in 2014 Don’t Believe Everything You Think.
Felt it relevant to today’s sharing. A lighthearted style that I enjoy.
A link to a poem that channeled through me, Truth is Relative.